100 Days of Wonder – #35

Weekends will pretty much be dominated by running from now until January. The Dopey Challenge is getting closer and every now and again I do think that maybe I have just lost the plot. I ran 10 miles last Sunday and tomorrow the plan is for 13. Today’s picture is from the 2016 Disney World Half Marathon. I blogged about the race here – excuse the typos, I was really tired and I never have gone back to edit. It is probably the first half marathon I actually really enjoyed. I thought that to try and ease some anxiety about tomorrow’s long run, it would be good to access that memory bank and think about the half marathon’s I’ve done and how actually it is probably my favourite race distance. As I was scrolling through pictures my mind turned to the absolute absurdity of it all. I came to Disney as an adult, I came to running (well any exercise really) as an adult and I hated running when I first started. Disney made running seem less like something proper grown-ups do and more like something you could have a go at just for fun. Somehow Disney and running are not inextricably linked for me. The training plans worked for me, having an outrageous goal like the first half marathon in 2013 and then the Dopey Challenge in 2016 worked for me. But really. It’s ridiculous isn’t it. I’m 45, I’m fat, my lungs have been hammered by Covid, I’m pre-menopausal and quite busy at work. None of that lends itself to doing things like the Dopey Challenge. Yeah sure, I’ll just train to run 48.6 miles over 4 days through the autumn and the dark short winter days while constantly overheating, having random sleep patterns, random anxiety, random aches and pains, covid lungs and while carrying a significant chunk of excess weight. Sure, why wouldn’t I. It’s outrageous and stupid and more than a little bit mad. So why do it? Well, because it’s impossible. And most of the time doing the impossible is kind of fun. Everything is impossible until you do it and it turns out that actually, I’m quite good at impossible. So, 13 miles tomorrow. Given how training has been going that feels impossible. So I’ll see you on the other side of it! Go grab your impossible and have fun.